What the...!?

This is a blog of confessions so here we go...

I ate a lot this weekend. And very little of it was good for me. A sampling of various meals would include Totinos pizza rolls, cheese enchiladas, cheesy scrambled eggs, bacon, MORE MEXICAN FOOD THAN I SHOULD EVER EAT, brownies, ham, cheesy potatoes, rolls and more rolls...etc.

It wasn't pretty (even if it was REALLY REALLY tasty!). And I was feeling rather guilty as I got up this morning for the gym. I did some hard cardio to try and slowly begin to make up for all of my indiscretions this weekend. I ate like a pig...so I should definitely have to pay, right?

So keeping this incredibly unhealthy weekend diet in mind...CAN SOMEBODY PLEASE EXPLAIN TO ME HOW I HAVE SOMEHOW LOST WEIGHT?! I know I should just smile and be pleased, but I'm sort of annoyed. Why is it when I keep an eye on my diet--carefully including fruits and vegetables and a low number of carbs in each meal--nothing happens? Then I basically binge eat for 2 1/2 days and my weight drops? I mean, I didn't even get to the gym Friday or Saturday. All I did was sit around and eat all weekend. And I lost weight?

Really, where is my motivation anymore?!

Good News!

I think my training program is finally yielding some results. Its true the result I'm really looking for is the ability to run 13.1 miles in April. But weight loss isn't a bad side result. I'm definitely not going to complain. I ran 6 miles at the gym this morning and my weigh in put me under 149 lbs! Yes, I am willing to post my current weight for the entire Internet to see. I'm so willing because that is fantastic for me! I think I weighed more than that in 9th grade...which just goes to show what a porky teenager I was, I guess :)

Anyway, this is the confessions Blog and I have to confess I'm beaming this morning!